December 2008
is it that time?
she will chase you around for a while; but there’s going to be a day when she’s gonna stop running in circles around you. She will get over you & at that very moment you’re going to wish that you had let her catch you.
eh pfftt ....
i’ve grown tired already.
that was fast.
welcome to the tran house
drama drama drama drama
shit shit shit shit shit
god.
well christmas was good.
the day after not so much.
buzzin
this remix is freaking dope.
LOL
fuck
my ipod is pissing me off.
of course
i would be getting sick the day before we leave for Arkansas
my throat is swelling up, and getting sore
i can feel it, gah i dont wanna get sick
i cant wait for lina to hurry up and get here
i want to open gifts
“i miss our days together.”
on christmas you tell the truth
i wish we were spending Christmas together
i wish we were together period
i wish you missed me
i wish things could go back to how they were
i wish i was deep enough
i wish i wasnt so busy these days
i wish i was older
i wish we were in a different place
i wish things were different
the list goes on.
“acknowledge me now or loose me forever”
– seth cohen
love always →
time
has taken a toll on us
we’ve grown up and apart
i’ve tried to ignore that
were just not the same
people we used to be
i keep trying to make this
work but it just hasnt been
working.
either im busy or
your busy, we never have
time for each other
it really is hard to watch you
slipping right through my fingers
and i cant do anything about it
which kills me the most
its...
for the past week
my life has been nonstop
with liz being home always going places
and working and running around like crazy
and with Christmas around the corner
holy jeeez.
i cant wait to go to arkansa
and just relax, hopefully
p.s im happy.
“we have a love hate relationship.”
the way it is
If I was smart I’d never call you, call you ever again
what would make him think that?
matt: hey are you and brendan back together?
me: no
matt: oh okay sorry i thought yall were
me: nope
matt: i heard him call you baby
me: yeah he does that
matt: so is he just leading you on now?
me: i dont know what hes doing
ha
today i took my test in economics.
and after all my grades were put in
he said i could go and take the final
and score a 6 on it and still pass the class
i also took my fish test and dominated that hoe
with out any studying
i scored a 92
thats right
ballin
i was supposed to memorize like 42 fish
thats 42 different fish
16 scientific names
and 16 common names
there were like 3...
yes or no
should i move to California?
and go to school there?
id have to not go to school for a year and get my residency
but i think it would be nice to take a break from school.
eh i suppose i have some time to figure it all out.
but that sounds nice
living in California with out any family around
sounds spectacular
:)
“the old me is dead and gone.”
i couldn't help but to think
there are a lot of dogs i know. I mean, a lot.
and out of all of them, the coolest one is brendan’s.
I mean, it’s a spotted dachshund. He’s the cutest little guy in the world, and he listens and makes everyone laugh.
it’s little doggies like that that make the world go round.
“shit i didnt even notice i looked like shit in that picture.”
one
its not eevn second period
and my hone is already at two bars
freaking texting machine here.
haha
gayyy.
eh
my stomach is making funny noises
and its making me think of you.
cause your tummy makes even stranger noises than mine.
its late like 3 something i need to go to bed.
have that fish test tomorrow
totally gonna wing it.
ha.
oh
its been such a long day
i was so excited for today
i was gonna see an old friend
but on his way to pick me up
something would happen like always
he got a flat tire on the way
on worries
hung out with my sister and
old friends, made some new
:)
tomorrow is going to be a even longer day.
gah.
but it going to be great.
today
i learned something about myself.
i always thought that i didn’t trust people easily
and i found out that i do.
I’m just not a negative person
and i don’t like to see the bad in people
i should of been smarter than this.
ha.
me: im never gonna get married.
josh: im never going to get in a relationship.
me: me either
josh: yeah fuck that! its not even worth it.
me: i know its not
josh: your just gonna end up getting hurt.
excitement
my sister is home finally
after all this delayed shit.
gah im tired.
went to bed at like five and got up at like seven
worked till like one thirty ish
came home had steak
with my family including josh
cleaned house
now getting ready and such to go to the movie
with malcolm and my sister
:)
fuck
i am totally screwed
i have work at like 7 am
and i have to wake up at like 6:25 to get ready
and its like 2:46
tonight didn’t turn out the way it was supposed to
i cleaned the house and was getting ready to get liz
me and josh went to h.e.b to get some stuff
and then we were all gonna meet at the airport and
pick up liz and dung but their flight got delayed in
georgia so they wont...
hanging with josh.
pizza and batman
heck yes.
my bedroom smells beautiful
because of you.
“relationships suck, and love hurts.”
– matt
greatest
i do believe i am the great teacher aid ever.
i grade things fast and help out mrs. smith a lot.
like today, was a pep rally day and her fourth period had the 2nd
one and i could of just left but she asked me to stay in her room and shut off all
her lights and stuff because she had to leave early.
i am also staying till after school for her to wait for one of her students
so they can pick up...
“I think I’m ready… maybe.”
drunk dial... no... drunk IM
loviedovieliz: hi
loviedovieliz: what?
loviedovieliz: i just had sex
loviedovieliz: it was good
loviedovieliz: now im gonna pass the eff out
loviedovieliz: cause im drunk
FOBulousAZN9: lol
FOBulousAZN9: okee
FOBulousAZN9: thanks for sharing that with me.
FOBulousAZN9: that was the cherry of my night.
loviedovieliz: yep
loviedovieliz: why whats wrong
FOBulousAZN9: nothing i wrong
FOBulousAZN9: dude
FOBulousAZN9: thats just weird dont tell me things like that.
loviedovieliz: fool
loviedovieliz: whatd i say
loviedovieliz: i said im going to sleep
loviedovieliz: cause im drunk
FOBulousAZN9: you said
FOBulousAZN9: i had sex
FOBulousAZN9: and it was good.
loviedovieliz: lol
loviedovieliz: nooooooooooooooo
loviedovieliz: u seeing thing
FOBulousAZN9: yes you did.
loviedovieliz: ooohhhhhh
loviedovieliz: are u drunk too
FOBulousAZN9: alright you have a good night sleep
FOBulousAZN9: no im sober
loviedovieliz: awesome
loviedovieliz: ok
FOBulousAZN9: mkk night.